Back people… June 30, 2008

I haven’t blogged for a while…mainly because I really haven’t had anything important stuff to say. Stuff has been going on but I’m keeping that private thank you very much!! Don’t want the whole world to know about my boy problems and stuff haha.
Spain won the Euro cup. Well..honestly…that has got to be the most boring final i have ever seen in my life. Just imagine how that game owuld have been if TURKEY had been playing!! Gosh!
I now have a new obsession again (surprised? I think not haha). The song “Arkadas” by Ozan. I loev this song…I love the chorus. Gosh it’s so nice.
Going out tomorrow..sleeping over at Emmas house. Maybe I can blog from there? Hmm…we’ll see!! Emma and I have some very funny things planned to do so we’ll see how it all goes!! 😀

The stars! June 27, 2008

Quite true actually.

What day is it today? June 26, 2008

Is it Thursday? I have completely last track of time…

Anyway…Turkey lost last night. I’m sad but also happy. Sad that we lost (even if we were the better team. Turkey gave Germany a run for their money with their B-team last night. Not a SINGLE defender played last night!) but I am happy that we came this far and also left this tournament with an amazing game. That’s the thing with soccer…it’s not always the better team that wins. The ball is round and rolls into the goal whenever it wants to lol. The Turkish team has inspired me this year and it has inspired many other people too, I am certain of that. They played great and were very entertaining to watch. The Turkish people should be very proud of this team and give them a huge round of applause. And also, I give a lot of credit to their coach Fatih Terim, the Emperor. He really inspired each and everyone ofthose players and I don’t think it would have been possible for them to get this far without him. But the players themselves were amazing too. These guys are all heroes. They have proven that the impossible is possible if you don’t give up. Thank you guys for a wonderful tournament and for showing the rest of Europe what you are made of! Now people see what I have seen for the past 17½, almost 18 years of my life. Hopefully this time next year I will be in Turkey, by the beach with my amazing girlfriends and my wonderful, personal Turkish guide haha 😉 unless he all of a sudden becomes a huge soccer player like he is destined to become…then I’ll probably rooting for him in a soccer game haha. Anyway…

I really don’t have much to do now…waiting for Saturday to go out with Emma. I’m actually planning to read a bit more in my Turkish for Beginners book. I’ve come pretty far haha.I’m starting to get a hang of the language now…starting to see patterns and stuff. And I’m doing this all by myself!! No help, no nothing!! I’m proud of myself haha. Hopefully by next summer I will be able to hold a mini conversation in Turkish! =)

Shopping! June 25, 2008

Another day.. June 25, 2008

I just woke up…not good, I know. I hate sleeping half the day but I just can’t get up!!! My bed is too comfortable haha.
I’m sitting here listening to “Soul On Fire” by Massari. I’m in such a party mood it’s crazy and this song isn’t helping lol. It’s a remix with KMZ and some otehr dude lol. Gosh I wanna DANCE!
The Turkey – Germany game is tonight. I honestly doubt Turkey will win but as always I am supporting them to the MAXIMUM! As somebody else said (don’t remember who) they haven’t payed football, they have played HEARTball. And that is true. i really admire this team and coach Fatih Terim (even though I am afraid of him haha) for not giving up and inspiring me to not give up either!! See…football teaches you life lessons too!

I feel kind of crappy at the moment…mainly because I haven’t really taken care of myself these past two weeks. Been sleeping late, eating badly…and it shows on my face. Ugh…I need to get a grip of myself. This is not good.
Tina and I were playing billiard yesterday…haha. And being the crazy people we are some very intersting quotes cames up. Nobody except us will understand what the hell these mean but I’m dedicating this part of the post to Tina!!

“Sexy Palang”

“Morteza joonam hamishe toye fekrame, toye delame, toye ghalbame, toye tokhamame!”
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Seriously Tina…toye tokhmat? HAHAHAHA Diivone!

Anyway…I got a bunch of stuff from “The store I am not going to mention becuase I don’t want you to buy the same shit as me”! Well I actually didn’t order online becuase it will just cost too much (the shipping is ok…but then 40 euros for customs and another 22% and 12%…way too much!). Luckily my relatives are in the US at the moment and one of them will probably get my stuff for me. Hopefully a cousin of mine will get them for me seeing as he’s coming sooner than anybody else. We’ll see what happens. I can post all the stuff I got a little bit later.

I’ve been thinking for a while now…just about different things. Why is it so hard to get a boyfriend? No really. I mean I’m not talking about a good guy, a bad guy..whatever. Just getting a boyfriend period. Or a date for Gods sake. Seriously…everybody that knows me knows that I actually really like this one guy but it doesn’t seem like our “relationship” (if u wanna call it that) is going anywhere. I like him a lot but…he isn’t cooperating.

I don’t want to get all cocky and selfcentered here but honestly I think I look good. Not some kind of model but I look good and I feel comfortable with myself…so looks can’t be the reason I’m not getting a man (and yes I may sound politically incorrect or whatever the hell they call it in English but we all now that looks do play a role when it comes to finding a guy/girl).
Sometimes I get a feeling guys may be afraid of me?! I mean take this guy that I just told you about…it’s obvious he likes me. Everybody says it..everybody has seen it. But I get a feeling he’s afraid and that’s why nothing is happening. I’m not trying to brag about myself here but I see myself as a confident and independent woman and guys might find that intimidating?? I don’t know I’m just confused at the moment. I just know that I’m tired of being single…or at least just go on a few dates to see how it goes. Seriously…I’m not good at being single, I just get depressed.

Been a while… June 24, 2008

It’s been a while since I realy blogged about something meaningful lol….if u wanna call it that.
I just had the first realy FUN day today with Emma! AAAAHHH man so many beautiful men HAHAHA checking out guys is more fun than shopping…and cheaper too haha.
We had a lot of fun just hanging around and eating at Ismets Kebab HAHAHAHA =). Emma, jag undrar vilken av dom va Ismet?? HAHA.
Anyway we’re doing this again on Saturday!! Wohoo!!
Hopefully when the weather gets warmer we will be able to GO OUT and have fun. The weather has been really crappy so far. Rain, rain and more RAIN!
Turkey – Germany game tomorrow. Seriously doubt we’re gonna win but I love Turkey and will always support them no matter what!

There is an icebox where my heart used to be… June 23, 2008

I want the guy in black, in the middle. =)
GREAT!

Billiard Part IX June 22, 2008

Tina:

“Nakone tokhm paride toye galoot?!”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH
DÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖR!

Billiard Part III June 21, 2008

“aaaah bazam in tokhmet jeloe tokhme mane”

HAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Who knew billiard could be so dirty? 😉

Billiard part II June 21, 2008

Tina and I still playing billiard.

“Baba in tokhma bahalan!”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
MORDAAAAAAAAAM!!