Hallelujah! March 31, 2008

I love it! 🙂

Very rare! March 30, 2008

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Oh My God!! March 30, 2008

Isn’t this the nicest guitar you have ever layed your eyes upon? lol

I WANT IT!

American Idol Top 11 Elimination Night March 30, 2008

Kelly Pickler makes a comeback lol
I love her dress

OMFG ELLIOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAHHHHH!
I LOVE HIM!!!! ❤

Bottom Three: Carly, Kristy Amanda

Gosh Jason is CUTE!!!! 🙂

Eliminated: AMANDA!!!!

OK WHAT THE F*CK????????

AMANDA?!?!

ARE U SERIOUS????

When the hell is Kristy gonna be eliminated??? Seriously this chick can’t sing at all..she sounds like a dying cat.

Take you country ass back home :@

I HATE THIS!!!

One of the best chicks just got eliminated.

WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!
KRISTY :@

She’s like the next Katherine McPhee…cute girl that can’t sing for shit but for some reason keeps advancing the competetion

This is a goddamn popularity contest OBVIOUSLY otherwise Amanda would not have been eliminated.

I am officially PISSED OFF!

So..damn…HAPPY!! March 30, 2008

I called M today. I’ve got a date for Friday.

Hell yeah!

haha

It’s been a while..

=)

American Idol top 11 March 29, 2008

Amanda Overmyer – I like her. She’s grown on me. Good performance.

Michael Johns – I actually like this performance lol

Kristy Lee Cook – Go home..really.

David Archuleta – THE WONDERCHILD DOES IT AGAIN!! Amazing!

Brooke White – Girl…what the hell? You looked like a delusional hippie. No offence.

David Cook – Pretty damn cool. 🙂 i liiike

Syesha Mercado -GIIIIRL!!!! That’s what I’ve been waiting for!! Keep going like this!

Jason Castro – I LOVE YOU! HAHAHA TRES BIEN!!!!!

Chikizie – Country? Hell no man. You have a good voice though.

Ramiele Malubay – Really really really cheesy.

Not a good week really.

I’m back in the game!!!! March 28, 2008

Well aint this some shit!!!!! HAHAHA
I contacted the ex…whose friends with M. I got Ms number through the ex! HAHAHAHA oh my God. That was SCARY but thank God I did it because I now have the number!!!!! Thank you Tina and my other friends fr convincing me to do it!! I really wasn’t planning on contacting the ex to get Ms number.

Drinks all around!! =)

Should I laugh or cry?? March 28, 2008

Today was one of the craziest days ever. I am going to tell you exactly what happened…screw my own privacy on the internet, I need to let this all out!

My friend Emma and I went out today. So we’re at the food court when all of a sudden this guy we know goes by. This guy and I saw each other once at town but he’s Kurd and doesn’t speak any English or any other language that I speak so we had a communication problem. But he’s still quite good looking and just seems like a cool guy. Let’s call him H. 🙂 H is a cool guy….too cool lol

A while after that, still sitting in the food court, my ex walks by (he doesn’t see me) with some new girl. So much for “I love you”. ‘m just saying this to all guys…moste girls won’t fall for the “I love you” bullshit after kowing you for only a few weeks. Kiss my ass is all I’m saying.

TWO SECONDS later this guy that I know, who is my ex’s friend, walks by with some other guy in red. See the story behind him is kind of long but I have time to write so you will get to know the background info.

A long time ago back in December, Emma and I went to this Iranian party. There, the first guy that i saw is this guy, let’s call him M. The most gorgeous eyes I have ever seen…woooooh child he was FINE! Pretty good dancer too, he could keep up you know. Speaks Spanish which i love. I was trying to get with him you know and we ended up talking BUT at this same party there was an other guy….my ex. For some reason I ended up hooking up with him instead of M. Biggest mistake I ever made. I have to admit (just trying to be honest) that I thought about M a lot of the time when I was the “the ex”. I’m not a bitch but I’m just being honest. Anyway me and the ex ended up going out for a month until I ended it. But it looks like he got over it quickly considering he has a new chick under his arm now.

Anyway..we saw M and I told Emma to hurry the hell up and follow him. This sounds very stalker-ish, I know, but what could I do?? Just let him walk by?? HELL NO! So we follow him and his friend. They stop all of a sudden, they don’t see us. We walk by slowly..nothing. Emma then looks back and sees that M is coming. I didn’t look back because I was too scared and I didn’t want to be too obvious. He walks by us…doesn’t notice us. We walk behind him…he goes up the escalators…we’re a bit behind so we haven’t reached the escalators yet. HE LOOKS BACK AND SEES ME!!!! I wave at him and we go up the stairs and there he is waiting for me. We started talking. Here’s the convo (of what I remember at least)

M: Hey how are you??
B: Good and you?
M: I’m great. Where have you been?? I haven’t seen you around for a while. You weren’t here for the Eid party.
B: No I was in Sweden you know. But I’ll come to the next party 😉 Do you know when it is?
M: No idea, probably in two months or so.
B: Oh ok that’s good.
M: Yeah so can I get your number?? You know we can call or text each other so we can get to know each other better.
B: Yeah of course!
M: Or I’ll just give you my number my phone is dead at the moment
B: Alright

I look for my phone. He gives me his number.

B: So what are you doing here? (BTW we we’re by the central railway station)
M: Oh I’m going home
B: Oh where do you live?
M: *insert some random Finnish hood here, I don’t remember the name* and you?
B: *well I’m not gonna say where I live on the damn internet*
M: oh so you can just go by metro right?
B: yeah that’s right 🙂
M: Alright so my train is leaving but call me later 😉
B: Yeah of course bye 😉
M: bye 😉

Then he leaves. I then realize that the number I have is too short…it’s the WRONG FUCKING NUMBER! I flip, I panic, I frickin LOOSE CONTROL. I run back to see if I can find him. NOPE. I frickin text a bunch of numbers and his name to “Find” to see if I can get his real number…NOPE NOTHING NADA HICHIIII!!!!! I just want to frickin CRY!!!!!! I REALLY don’t want to fuck this up and I pray to God that I see him around soon (thank GOD this town is tiny)so that I can get his right number (why would he give me a fake one if HE was the one that actually brought up the idea of exchanging numbers). I pray to God that he won’t think I’m bitch since I didn’t call. It’s not like I didn’t want to it’s just that THE NUMBER IS WRONG =(

I’m gonna go frickin cry now.

Better times.. March 27, 2008

So I have finaly decided what song to dance to!!
Saber el Robaey’s “Bibasata” is the song that I’m dancing to.
It was a competetion between “Shik Shak Shok” and “Bibasata” and in the end “Bibasata” won because of one reason only. I am so sick of “Shik Shak Shok” and I know I wouldn’t be able to give my all even if it’s the perfect song to dance to. Unfortunatley I won’t be able to do my signature split because the song is fast but oh well..

My history test went GREAT today! I got the topic that i wanted to write about (Muslims and Europe during the Middle Ages). I hope I get an A 🙂

Another Wednesday has passed.. March 26, 2008

The party that was canceled is back on. Thank God!

I have a test tomorrow and I’ve barely studied. Great. Let’s hope it goes well.

I’m hungry.

LOL

Hepsi senin mi? haha x)

How hard is it to find black chiffon?? really?? I couldn’t find any today…

Why can’t it be Saturday already??

-_- Today sucks. EMO times…